Today

Today, my life is sane.

Today, I take responsibility for my actions and decisions, and their resulting consequences.

Today, I take responsibility for my part in my relationships because friends and loved ones matter and are important to me.

Today, I take responsibility for myself, because I am no longer content in the victim role.

Today, I take responsibility for my health, including getting multiple mammograms, a bilateral ultrasound and an extremely painful biopsy last week.

Today I have peace knowing I'm doing what I need to do to take care of my body which I abused for so long, and I have been blessed to learn that the results of the biopsy are negative!

Today, I thank my Higher Power for propmpting me to take the action I needed to take, and most of all, for walking alongside me as I walked through my fear, and providing love and support from family and other loved ones.

Today, I am not alone.

We Will Not Regret The Past . . .

. . .but, I thank God that waking up with a throbbing head, severe nausea, a raging thirst and absolutely no knowledge of where I was or how I'd gotten there are part of my PAST, and with His grace, not part of my future.

I turn 2 on the 10th! Doesn't seem possible, does it? :D